I may miss another tavern tonight. I do feel quite a bit of pain today but it’s a different kind of pain. It’s more a stress pain. I am sick with this damn head cold and my stomach is still a wee bit upset. I am hopefully going to get a call from my doctor soon to find out what the hell he pulled out of me.
I believe this is my LAST missed tavern due to transportation. It is going to take me a while to get better for sure but that old crutch of not being able to get to places fast is going to be over soon. I wish it did not take me 3 hours to go home, get ready, and come all the way back to the other side of the city. Rush hour it would be shorter but I will be damned if I can get anywhere with haste after or before that time.
I am looking at 3 cars. All of which are 2008(new). Grand Prix, G6, and a Malibu. I like the grand prix a lot but I don’t like the color or the interior. I thought it was leather so I was all excited but turns out the power of suggestion made me think it was leather when infact it was fabric. They are comfy but not pretty seats. Otherwise it’s a beast of a car that I am sure I would love.
The G6 is nice but meh.
And the Malibu is what I wanted but I am beginning to get the feeling that it is going to be the death of me.
Grand Prix is the most expensive car of the 3.
I however have a feeling that if I don’t get out and fight more often I am going to get fat from all this driving and none of the walking.
More later, if I remember.
2cp
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
Athiests got it wrong, man.
I recently (as in last night) watched a movie/documentary called The God Who Wasn't There and I got a sour taste from it.
Everyone knows I hate christians. Why I hate them is the fact they don't think straight they think what other tell them to think. Now your saying well am I any better because I hate them, well realize I use the term hate loosely. Its not the infidel must die hate it’s the “Are you a retard, stoopid!” Hate.
I hate the fact that they don’t use their "god given" free will to question the words that come out of the mouths of these so called leaders. To not find the answers for you and to just take what someone says as truth is one of the stoopidest things any free to think person can do. So I hate them for their apathy and I hate them for their lack of self respect. In my opinion, of course.
Again it’s not a kill them all hate, its much more complex and a frustrated hate.
So in this movie we have atheist number one who was a christian and he began to question what was being forced down his throat. Which I totally agree with. But to hate the christians the way he does is unhealthy. I believe he may have been abused in some loose way to allow him to lash out at what is going on.
Now I understand he was trying to post his view, in a Michael Moore in-your-face style, but he sort of lost that flair near the end and it seemed like he was just attacking anything in reach and saying things from his point of view rather than giving all the facts. You know the type, trying to convert you to his religion by telling you what’s wrong with everything else and not what’s good.
Unfortunately I hate christians for their apathy towards their own teachings, but I have to say that not everyone can be a leader and in any society there are both leaders and followers. The vast majority of christians in North America are quite happy not questioning their faith. They love and are happy with their lack of independence and free thinking. Kudos to them.
I too would like these people to "see the light" and come over to my side, but frankly I don’t want them around. I enjoy being alone because it is mine and not anyone else’s. If some other 'leader' comes in and takes over I lose what is special to me because they will scam every living soul they can to get their own ends, all the while never believing in what they are teaching.
While the movie does put a good point forward the message I got from it is basically to think for yourself and don’t take everything you hear at face value because it may be a myth or rouse that has evolved into a truthful story after a few reiterations. Re:Urban Myths.
2cp
Everyone knows I hate christians. Why I hate them is the fact they don't think straight they think what other tell them to think. Now your saying well am I any better because I hate them, well realize I use the term hate loosely. Its not the infidel must die hate it’s the “Are you a retard, stoopid!” Hate.
I hate the fact that they don’t use their "god given" free will to question the words that come out of the mouths of these so called leaders. To not find the answers for you and to just take what someone says as truth is one of the stoopidest things any free to think person can do. So I hate them for their apathy and I hate them for their lack of self respect. In my opinion, of course.
Again it’s not a kill them all hate, its much more complex and a frustrated hate.
So in this movie we have atheist number one who was a christian and he began to question what was being forced down his throat. Which I totally agree with. But to hate the christians the way he does is unhealthy. I believe he may have been abused in some loose way to allow him to lash out at what is going on.
Now I understand he was trying to post his view, in a Michael Moore in-your-face style, but he sort of lost that flair near the end and it seemed like he was just attacking anything in reach and saying things from his point of view rather than giving all the facts. You know the type, trying to convert you to his religion by telling you what’s wrong with everything else and not what’s good.
Unfortunately I hate christians for their apathy towards their own teachings, but I have to say that not everyone can be a leader and in any society there are both leaders and followers. The vast majority of christians in North America are quite happy not questioning their faith. They love and are happy with their lack of independence and free thinking. Kudos to them.
I too would like these people to "see the light" and come over to my side, but frankly I don’t want them around. I enjoy being alone because it is mine and not anyone else’s. If some other 'leader' comes in and takes over I lose what is special to me because they will scam every living soul they can to get their own ends, all the while never believing in what they are teaching.
While the movie does put a good point forward the message I got from it is basically to think for yourself and don’t take everything you hear at face value because it may be a myth or rouse that has evolved into a truthful story after a few reiterations. Re:Urban Myths.
2cp
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
All things said and done.
Four years is a long time. While in the life span of a planet it may seem but a blink… but in the life span of a fruit fly, it is Immortality.
I met my Bitty on this day 4 years ago. It was a cold winter day and we went to a theatre together. Well actually separately and we met there. Master and Commander was the movie we saw. A navel movie where the ship went around the bend of South America to end up in the Galapagos Islands. Many pirates and battles occurred and it was not something of a fantasy. It was a rather graphic and realistic movie.
I remember she got scared and ducked into me. And it was that moment that I realized my Hunny had come home. I felt that power that a man should feel in the presence of a loved one. I was protecting her from the evils and at the instant she touched my skin I felt a surge of power and warmth. She was touched by the gods. I did not know how much until I saw her years later and she was dealing with a horse. With not but a thought and a gesture she was in control of the large animal. Effortless. Flora mare loved her, so she told me.
Anyways the movie ended and we departed the theatre. I was about to ask her to go for something to eat or to just hang out and talk but she said “Bye” and with red on her cheeks she was gone. LOL it was so fast I was dumbfounded and lost for words.
But I went home and got on the internet and met her on MSN for a chat and I asked her why she left. She was afraid and embarrassed. So I asked her out again. And again and again.
And then 4 years later here we are. We had some hiccups and some time apart but all in all it’s been a wonderful 4 years. She is away from me now but that’s ok. I don’t mind one bit. Its sucks not having her around to cuddle and live with but I can wait until she gets what she wants in her life. It gives me a chance to catch up on the things that I left behind years ago when I thought my life would be hopeless and I would never amount to anything. She purged me of those things and now I am on top of the world. There is no place to go but up and I cannot wait until I can provide for her……… and she can be my sugar momma hee hee! /wink
I was once asked why I loved her even though she was so far away. I could not answer that question right away. It was not something I thought of I just did it. Now I can tell you that without my Bitty I would not be where I am today. Sitting at a desk downtown with a window view of the mountains and slacking off writing this when I should be drafting something really boring (it’s sooo boring trust me). It’s not always this boring just this piping crap I hate so much.
For a minute there I lost myself.
Anyways so that’s a bit o’a story for the day. Love ya Bitty, Happy 4 years of fun!
2cp
I met my Bitty on this day 4 years ago. It was a cold winter day and we went to a theatre together. Well actually separately and we met there. Master and Commander was the movie we saw. A navel movie where the ship went around the bend of South America to end up in the Galapagos Islands. Many pirates and battles occurred and it was not something of a fantasy. It was a rather graphic and realistic movie.
I remember she got scared and ducked into me. And it was that moment that I realized my Hunny had come home. I felt that power that a man should feel in the presence of a loved one. I was protecting her from the evils and at the instant she touched my skin I felt a surge of power and warmth. She was touched by the gods. I did not know how much until I saw her years later and she was dealing with a horse. With not but a thought and a gesture she was in control of the large animal. Effortless. Flora mare loved her, so she told me.
Anyways the movie ended and we departed the theatre. I was about to ask her to go for something to eat or to just hang out and talk but she said “Bye” and with red on her cheeks she was gone. LOL it was so fast I was dumbfounded and lost for words.
But I went home and got on the internet and met her on MSN for a chat and I asked her why she left. She was afraid and embarrassed. So I asked her out again. And again and again.
And then 4 years later here we are. We had some hiccups and some time apart but all in all it’s been a wonderful 4 years. She is away from me now but that’s ok. I don’t mind one bit. Its sucks not having her around to cuddle and live with but I can wait until she gets what she wants in her life. It gives me a chance to catch up on the things that I left behind years ago when I thought my life would be hopeless and I would never amount to anything. She purged me of those things and now I am on top of the world. There is no place to go but up and I cannot wait until I can provide for her……… and she can be my sugar momma hee hee! /wink
I was once asked why I loved her even though she was so far away. I could not answer that question right away. It was not something I thought of I just did it. Now I can tell you that without my Bitty I would not be where I am today. Sitting at a desk downtown with a window view of the mountains and slacking off writing this when I should be drafting something really boring (it’s sooo boring trust me). It’s not always this boring just this piping crap I hate so much.
For a minute there I lost myself.
Anyways so that’s a bit o’a story for the day. Love ya Bitty, Happy 4 years of fun!
2cp
Monday, March 3, 2008
Religion and my real life.
I took a test today that Lady K had on her blog. HERE is a link to the test. It is surprising that Buddhism would be my number 1 match.
1. Mahayana Buddhism (100%)
2. Hinduism (96%)
3. Jainism (91%)
4. Theravada Buddhism (90%)
5. New Thought (87%)
6. Neo-Pagan (85%)
7. Unitarian Universalism (85%)
8. Scientology (77%)
9. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (63%)
10. Nontheist (63%)
11. Orthodox Judaism (62%)
12. New Age (58%)
13. Sikhism (55%)
14. Liberal Quakers (51%)
15. Taoism (50%)
16. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (49%)
17. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (49%)
18. Secular Humanism (49%)
19. Reform Judaism (45%)
20. Bahá'í Faith (43%)
21. Islam (43%)
22. Orthodox Quaker (37%)
23. Eastern Orthodox (28%)
24. Roman Catholic (28%)
25. Seventh Day Adventist (22%)
26. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (18%)
27. Jehovah's Witness (9%)
I found that the test did not really allow for me to choose my Faith properly so I had to find the closest facsimile to what I believe. Is it really odd that there are only these few religions when there are thousands of choices out there. I am a Naturist to the spiritual level. But I find in this day and age I cannot be because I don't have a choice but to be consumerist to survive. One can say that may be part of nature to adapt to ones surrounds and survive but that only provides me with a small amount of comfort.
Oh well it was neat to do but defiantly not who I am inside. I am going to make a trip to my grove this year. If I get a car(which will allow me to get there finally) I am going to try and spend a couple of days there and push back the forest a bit so that it can grow better. Bitty can come too.
Its been a while and I need to recharge. My crystal is weaker lately and I cannot feel the world around me anymore.
At one time I could feel everything, I could see people age and die before me only to be reborn and start the process over again. But now it has faded to the point of having to guess what is going on around me. Time to recharge.
That's it for now. Bitty is pressuring me to post this.
2cp
1. Mahayana Buddhism (100%)
2. Hinduism (96%)
3. Jainism (91%)
4. Theravada Buddhism (90%)
5. New Thought (87%)
6. Neo-Pagan (85%)
7. Unitarian Universalism (85%)
8. Scientology (77%)
9. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (63%)
10. Nontheist (63%)
11. Orthodox Judaism (62%)
12. New Age (58%)
13. Sikhism (55%)
14. Liberal Quakers (51%)
15. Taoism (50%)
16. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (49%)
17. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (49%)
18. Secular Humanism (49%)
19. Reform Judaism (45%)
20. Bahá'í Faith (43%)
21. Islam (43%)
22. Orthodox Quaker (37%)
23. Eastern Orthodox (28%)
24. Roman Catholic (28%)
25. Seventh Day Adventist (22%)
26. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (18%)
27. Jehovah's Witness (9%)
I found that the test did not really allow for me to choose my Faith properly so I had to find the closest facsimile to what I believe. Is it really odd that there are only these few religions when there are thousands of choices out there. I am a Naturist to the spiritual level. But I find in this day and age I cannot be because I don't have a choice but to be consumerist to survive. One can say that may be part of nature to adapt to ones surrounds and survive but that only provides me with a small amount of comfort.
Oh well it was neat to do but defiantly not who I am inside. I am going to make a trip to my grove this year. If I get a car(which will allow me to get there finally) I am going to try and spend a couple of days there and push back the forest a bit so that it can grow better. Bitty can come too.
Its been a while and I need to recharge. My crystal is weaker lately and I cannot feel the world around me anymore.
At one time I could feel everything, I could see people age and die before me only to be reborn and start the process over again. But now it has faded to the point of having to guess what is going on around me. Time to recharge.
That's it for now. Bitty is pressuring me to post this.
2cp
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