Ya Ya, Long time no type. My 2 fans where soo bored without my comments. I need something to talk about though.... something over the top.../thinking
Whats new... I am unemployed... unable to find a job in Winnipeg. The SCA here sucks, I miss calgary fighting even if I was annoyed with it. I play WoW alot now... saves gas... And apply for jobs daily.
I had 2 when I came here but they where bashed down by unions because I dont belong to a union yet... I had another job lined up with ADWE winnipeg but that was bashed down too by whatever it is that I allegidly did in the calgary branch... which is still unknown to me. I just hope they are screwed... why>? because it will make me feel better. I know they are not because I am a small player but whatever Man I can still be vengeful... its part of that whole free will thing.
So I have been cooking a lot now... collecting EI... Sitting in the sun and drinking beer.
I'm addicted to House now... thanks Bitty...
The trauma I received while working at ADWE Calgary is slowly leaving me. The nightmares I was having are going away. Mostly because I don't have to deal with Bitches anymore. Namely the entire south side drafting team. You know who you are. Karma is a bitch as well. And it always wins in the end.
I guess I am still bitter. But man, that was the worst experience of human nature I have ever been exposed to. People stabbing people in the back, secrets, rude attitudes, no sense of morals. And this lezbo who has her head up her ass. Fuck I hope she gets mauled by a christian group in the next pride parade. Most of my buddies who are gay have been informed of this bitch. She gives Homosexuals a bad name. And women a bad name, even though she acts more manly than a woman. I could have swore she tried to grow a gote.
Phew /hate off
I must say... even if I am unemployed, and in Winnipeg.. I still have it better than all of those bad people. Brand new condo, great car, Excellent Love, fantastic food, and a damn overall happy life. So take your job and shove it. I don't work there anymore! Next stop.. aerospace!
2cp (and a big fuck you!)
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sunday, September 14, 2008
My political views and the Vision of a Big Sandcastle
I have been thinking for weeks, months, years now. Thinking about how I want to leave my mark on this world when I return to the life stream. I want to hear my actions echo to the very core of the Earth and beyond to the stars. No I am not a hippy. I am a regular Joe with a regular Job who tries every day to make his life special in some way to someone.
I think of one of the most underrated visionaries in this era. A man that really broke barriers, created technology that would one day be used by everyone, and thought that the universe could be a great place to play with our children. This man who dared to have a black women kiss a white man on television when the supremacy movement was in full swing. A man that saw us communicating with little boxes without a cord or wire. This man even had the audacity to allow an entire civilization to have access to education, food and the standard things that one needs to live a comfortable life, all in exchange for a peaceful existence with all races sexes and differences.
He dreamed of a people who sought to explore and gain knowledge. Not to enlighten, for that is more religious, but to truly be unafraid to be smart. The goal better ones self worked in conjunction with the goals of society and therefore currency was obsolete.
I am speaking of the late Mr. Gene Roddenberry. His creation of Star Trek gives me inspiration that if one can dream, then it is possible that the dream can become a reality. They did finally invent a communicator that you have to flip open to talk... is that not a clam shell cell phone? Who knows... maybe we will wear little badges on our chest that allow us to communicate on day.
OK, I am not a Trekkie by any means. I love the show but I don't wear uniforms or go to conventions, recently hee hee. When I was younger I sure did. Ill never forget meeting some of my favorite actors. And I wont poop on Trekkie's. They are good people. I would thank them for reminding us that thinking outside the box is not a thing to be afraid of.
SO... What did I mean by wanting my voice to echo? I am not sure yet. I think running for a political office may be helpful. That way I can be involved with change in this country. Canada has the unique ability to be a model for the world. We have resources, education, work, and entertainment. The only thing we lack is good leaders.
Why do I say that? Have you watched Television lately? It's riddled with adverts showing political leaders, who are acting like school children teasing the new kid, taunting and mocking other leaders. This bothers me because no one really has a clue what these leaders hope to accomplish. Seriously, I am looking through the news and following these elections closely and I don't see anyone with an agenda that could not be concocted on a cocktail napkin at a buffet.
It is really embarrassing to see our current leader, Stephen Harper, on averts talking about "Canada is better off with Harper" and in the same breath he is bashing homosexuals, poor people, other party leaders, and basically acting like a child. I don't care who you are, you deserve respect unless you prove otherwise. If Harper was a bigger man he would rise above this and really get down to the grit of what is eating up Canada. Canada is like an apple rotting from the inside out. Eventually, the seeds will germinate and the apple will grow into a tree but not before the apple decays to the point of collapse. These leaders see themselves as above Canadians, talking down to us like children.
Layton is not better. Layton is a nice guy with a good smile but that's about it man. Your lost other than that. I don't even know what you plan to do for Canada. All I know is you can throw some insults around. And that goes for all the "Leaders"
Duceppe with his separation agenda and total lack of cooperation is not helping french people but hurting them. The french are a wonderful culture, and Canada is empty without you. I just hope the people of Quebec are able to see through Duceppes deception. If they separate they will be swallowed up by the United States. Nice thinking Gilles.
Elizabeth May is clueless. Something as a voter bugs me about her. And I love my environment. A tear flows out of my eye when someone tosses a cigarette out the window of a car. The world needs balance as well as environmental stability. To do so we need to save the world, not just ourselves, lady.
Stephan Dion... wow dude. Are you ever out of touch. Carbon Tax?!? OK, I have to say that lowering the GST was silly. I would have rather lower the income tax as that directly effects Canadians in a positive way. So in that I agree with you. But that is where our similarity ends. Green is not the way to go. Green for you is money. Green for me is sustainable design as well as economic stability and educational freedom. I wont pay for some one's carbon emissions if there is no plan in place to help stop them entirely. If the government started investing in research more than their buddies companies who don't do anything then I would not have a problem with taxes. But I don't know where my money goes, so no you cannot have any more of it.
I would like to run for office one day. I want to lead Canada into a new world. A world of equality, science, and tolerance. A world where money does not matter but to better ones self does. Currently we are moving so far away from anything worth while that I am willing to strike my vote in October. I cannot sleep at night when men who decide to lead us know nothing about having a vision. They have no depth.
Children in a sandbox without a clue sculpt besides a hole. Even if they have all the sand in the world to make a castle and a moat to protect it from destruction.
It takes one idea, gentlemen, to move a world. I just wish you had one. I have one, but no one listens to the common man.
2cp
I think of one of the most underrated visionaries in this era. A man that really broke barriers, created technology that would one day be used by everyone, and thought that the universe could be a great place to play with our children. This man who dared to have a black women kiss a white man on television when the supremacy movement was in full swing. A man that saw us communicating with little boxes without a cord or wire. This man even had the audacity to allow an entire civilization to have access to education, food and the standard things that one needs to live a comfortable life, all in exchange for a peaceful existence with all races sexes and differences.
He dreamed of a people who sought to explore and gain knowledge. Not to enlighten, for that is more religious, but to truly be unafraid to be smart. The goal better ones self worked in conjunction with the goals of society and therefore currency was obsolete.
I am speaking of the late Mr. Gene Roddenberry. His creation of Star Trek gives me inspiration that if one can dream, then it is possible that the dream can become a reality. They did finally invent a communicator that you have to flip open to talk... is that not a clam shell cell phone? Who knows... maybe we will wear little badges on our chest that allow us to communicate on day.
OK, I am not a Trekkie by any means. I love the show but I don't wear uniforms or go to conventions, recently hee hee. When I was younger I sure did. Ill never forget meeting some of my favorite actors. And I wont poop on Trekkie's. They are good people. I would thank them for reminding us that thinking outside the box is not a thing to be afraid of.
SO... What did I mean by wanting my voice to echo? I am not sure yet. I think running for a political office may be helpful. That way I can be involved with change in this country. Canada has the unique ability to be a model for the world. We have resources, education, work, and entertainment. The only thing we lack is good leaders.
Why do I say that? Have you watched Television lately? It's riddled with adverts showing political leaders, who are acting like school children teasing the new kid, taunting and mocking other leaders. This bothers me because no one really has a clue what these leaders hope to accomplish. Seriously, I am looking through the news and following these elections closely and I don't see anyone with an agenda that could not be concocted on a cocktail napkin at a buffet.
It is really embarrassing to see our current leader, Stephen Harper, on averts talking about "Canada is better off with Harper" and in the same breath he is bashing homosexuals, poor people, other party leaders, and basically acting like a child. I don't care who you are, you deserve respect unless you prove otherwise. If Harper was a bigger man he would rise above this and really get down to the grit of what is eating up Canada. Canada is like an apple rotting from the inside out. Eventually, the seeds will germinate and the apple will grow into a tree but not before the apple decays to the point of collapse. These leaders see themselves as above Canadians, talking down to us like children.
Layton is not better. Layton is a nice guy with a good smile but that's about it man. Your lost other than that. I don't even know what you plan to do for Canada. All I know is you can throw some insults around. And that goes for all the "Leaders"
Duceppe with his separation agenda and total lack of cooperation is not helping french people but hurting them. The french are a wonderful culture, and Canada is empty without you. I just hope the people of Quebec are able to see through Duceppes deception. If they separate they will be swallowed up by the United States. Nice thinking Gilles.
Elizabeth May is clueless. Something as a voter bugs me about her. And I love my environment. A tear flows out of my eye when someone tosses a cigarette out the window of a car. The world needs balance as well as environmental stability. To do so we need to save the world, not just ourselves, lady.
Stephan Dion... wow dude. Are you ever out of touch. Carbon Tax?!? OK, I have to say that lowering the GST was silly. I would have rather lower the income tax as that directly effects Canadians in a positive way. So in that I agree with you. But that is where our similarity ends. Green is not the way to go. Green for you is money. Green for me is sustainable design as well as economic stability and educational freedom. I wont pay for some one's carbon emissions if there is no plan in place to help stop them entirely. If the government started investing in research more than their buddies companies who don't do anything then I would not have a problem with taxes. But I don't know where my money goes, so no you cannot have any more of it.
I would like to run for office one day. I want to lead Canada into a new world. A world of equality, science, and tolerance. A world where money does not matter but to better ones self does. Currently we are moving so far away from anything worth while that I am willing to strike my vote in October. I cannot sleep at night when men who decide to lead us know nothing about having a vision. They have no depth.
Children in a sandbox without a clue sculpt besides a hole. Even if they have all the sand in the world to make a castle and a moat to protect it from destruction.
It takes one idea, gentlemen, to move a world. I just wish you had one. I have one, but no one listens to the common man.
2cp
Friday, July 25, 2008
Neat, Ima Firr-`fiter
You know, this week has been a good week. Up until Wednesday. Then I had to fight some fires.
Suffice to say it was fun and life goes on. I am much happier this week because my BITTY IS COMING!!!!
I swear, when she gets within range I'm gonna just melt. Soo much stress will leave me and life will be good.
Thursday can not come fast enough; Bitty should have booked for Wednesday night LOL.
We are going to Jasper. Camping.
First thing I am going to relax and try to commune with nature.
Suffice to say it was fun and life goes on. I am much happier this week because my BITTY IS COMING!!!!
I swear, when she gets within range I'm gonna just melt. Soo much stress will leave me and life will be good.
Thursday can not come fast enough; Bitty should have booked for Wednesday night LOL.
We are going to Jasper. Camping.
First thing I am going to relax and try to commune with nature.
Friday, July 18, 2008
Ever been tired but can't stop?
I am trying so damn hard to stop bitching about the current situation in life but it’s not working. Every time there is some sort of sanity someone has to come in and blow it out of the damn water, with a nuke!
I fucking hate my job, situation blah, blah, as you all know, and I keep bitching about it blog after blog after blog. It’s not bad in that I like what I do at work, I just hate the people I work with. Not everyone mind you just a select few who exude retardedness.
I came up with a suggestion today of having a safety backpack. Included in this pack would be a hard hat, first aid kit, safety goggles, and ear protection. I know that I had one and always carried it with me. Worked great. Now I don't mind if people don't take my suggestions, but don’t bitch because we don’t have it after you scoff and call me a dumbass. And don’t tell me that spending a couple of bucks on safety gear is a waste of money.
I think with 10 years of experience on site would give me a little knowledge on safety. Apparently, after the way I was treated, i don't know fuck all. Fine, but that just means I don't help at all either.
Why do I like to help? Manners...maybe good karma...maybe to fill a void.
Problem: AHHH SOO SICK OF NEGATIVITY!!!
Solution: Fuck off.
I’ll go to Winnipeg and build a relationship there, then if it's a good place I'll transfer. There is nothing Winnipeg has that Calgary does not have other than my Bitty. And I think I need my Bitty to be able to live my life.
Bottom line is I need companionship. I think if I say here I will lose my mind.
Again.. Blah blah blah, all talk and no action. With major projects coming in that I want to keep my role on... can I move away? Doubt it.
Money is better in Calgary. Life is cheaper (except gas) in Winnipeg.
People may think I am a whiner who cannot handle the job, and they are right. Never before have I worked with so many petty, retarded, insolent, babies. No wait... my WoW guild was just like this. And I quit that fucking game.
How do you spell relief "C-A-N-C-E-L A-C-C-O-U-N-T"
2cp
I fucking hate my job, situation blah, blah, as you all know, and I keep bitching about it blog after blog after blog. It’s not bad in that I like what I do at work, I just hate the people I work with. Not everyone mind you just a select few who exude retardedness.
I came up with a suggestion today of having a safety backpack. Included in this pack would be a hard hat, first aid kit, safety goggles, and ear protection. I know that I had one and always carried it with me. Worked great. Now I don't mind if people don't take my suggestions, but don’t bitch because we don’t have it after you scoff and call me a dumbass. And don’t tell me that spending a couple of bucks on safety gear is a waste of money.
I think with 10 years of experience on site would give me a little knowledge on safety. Apparently, after the way I was treated, i don't know fuck all. Fine, but that just means I don't help at all either.
Why do I like to help? Manners...maybe good karma...maybe to fill a void.
Problem: AHHH SOO SICK OF NEGATIVITY!!!
Solution: Fuck off.
I’ll go to Winnipeg and build a relationship there, then if it's a good place I'll transfer. There is nothing Winnipeg has that Calgary does not have other than my Bitty. And I think I need my Bitty to be able to live my life.
Bottom line is I need companionship. I think if I say here I will lose my mind.
Again.. Blah blah blah, all talk and no action. With major projects coming in that I want to keep my role on... can I move away? Doubt it.
Money is better in Calgary. Life is cheaper (except gas) in Winnipeg.
People may think I am a whiner who cannot handle the job, and they are right. Never before have I worked with so many petty, retarded, insolent, babies. No wait... my WoW guild was just like this. And I quit that fucking game.
How do you spell relief "C-A-N-C-E-L A-C-C-O-U-N-T"
2cp
Monday, July 14, 2008
Bullshit!
Hee hee thanks to my bitty I now have allies in my war on conformism. My new allies are magicians. Yes you heard me, magicians and showmen. The show is called Bullshit. It is hosted by Pen and Teller. Notorious, right wing, self-thinking individuals. Seriously, I am not the only one with strong feelings over issues. Feelings that is so strong that people call me a retard or get sick of my ranting. But, honestly, why rant. Watch this and tell me that I am being an asshole for my strong opinions on these topics. If THIS does not make your head hurt then I don’t know what to say.
I mean omg srsly. Watch a few episodes. Watch the one on the bible. It's damn good.
So I got to get in my car to go to dragonslayer this weekend.. And my doors would not unlock... so I stood for like 10 mins outside my car in the middle of the street trying to figure out a way to take my remote apart to change the battery. So then I just open the door with my key and get in. I put the key in and turn... nothing.... not even a light. The car is dead. I open the hood to check the battery wires and everything is fine. So there I was, a hot Saturday morning, sitting on my stoop calling a tow truck to come pick up my car.
Its at the dealer today, hopefully getting fixed. I am having them do the oil change and look at my stereo because it is broken too. Seriously.
I love my car in that it makes me feel safe, I can drive it, and it's got power without guzzling gas. But I am not attached to it. If it's a lemon they will be taking it back. Willingly or me driving the thing up their ass.
My uncle says it’s just the battery but I checked it not one day before and the computer said it had 13.78 volts of power. More than enough. So that’s weird.
I think my word of the week is, Bullshit!
Hee hee
2cp
I mean omg srsly. Watch a few episodes. Watch the one on the bible. It's damn good.
So I got to get in my car to go to dragonslayer this weekend.. And my doors would not unlock... so I stood for like 10 mins outside my car in the middle of the street trying to figure out a way to take my remote apart to change the battery. So then I just open the door with my key and get in. I put the key in and turn... nothing.... not even a light. The car is dead. I open the hood to check the battery wires and everything is fine. So there I was, a hot Saturday morning, sitting on my stoop calling a tow truck to come pick up my car.
Its at the dealer today, hopefully getting fixed. I am having them do the oil change and look at my stereo because it is broken too. Seriously.
I love my car in that it makes me feel safe, I can drive it, and it's got power without guzzling gas. But I am not attached to it. If it's a lemon they will be taking it back. Willingly or me driving the thing up their ass.
My uncle says it’s just the battery but I checked it not one day before and the computer said it had 13.78 volts of power. More than enough. So that’s weird.
I think my word of the week is, Bullshit!
Hee hee
2cp
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Work was good
Finally a half decent day yesterday.
Work was boring, until I got the new pc to work on then I had something to do. Spent most of the day installing programs and updating programs and... Programs... Long story short the PC works like crap (it’s a dell) and we need to wipe it again to see if we can get it to work with some sort of efficiency.
Anyway, we had an emergency CAD meeting because of the heated discussion on the boards between myself and Mr. Saj. He did not show up for this one. So I got to voice my opinions quite thoroughly and everyone agreed that we can do more if we do it my way. Sorry, I must include Mr. K in this as he is handling backing me up and take care of the civil end of things.
We covered a lot of things in the CAD meeting. I think my opinions/suggestions where constructive and well placed. I did not have that one guy there to cause any trouble in the office so that was nice. I have a meeting set up with the prez to discuss the issue I am having and help me find a solution to resolve this conflict. We cannot work if there is these petty carry on going down every time I open my mouth.
I don’t see why people are so sensitive. Saying things without sugar coating them should be a normal manner of communication. But apparently you need to kiss the ass of most of the people to get anything done. People should spend some time in the military. They will learn how to show respect and get things done.
In school, my project teams where the same way. One could argue that the issue is with me. And that is probably true because I don’t kiss their ass. I am a pusher. If the deadline is in 3 days I want it in 1.5 days. Why is it good to think that way? Because there are no medals for second place in my line of work and life. Do it all or don’t do it at all. No half ass and nothing, nothing is ever "good enough". Pet peeve "Good Enough" /shudder.
Boredom as overtaken me again today. There is just no work. I am going on site today to do a site inspection, that will be nice. Need to go home though and get my pants and boots as shorts where the only thing clean to wear this morning.
I will stop at Wendy's on my way back to work for a salad for lunch. They have good salads.
2cp
Work was boring, until I got the new pc to work on then I had something to do. Spent most of the day installing programs and updating programs and... Programs... Long story short the PC works like crap (it’s a dell) and we need to wipe it again to see if we can get it to work with some sort of efficiency.
Anyway, we had an emergency CAD meeting because of the heated discussion on the boards between myself and Mr. Saj. He did not show up for this one. So I got to voice my opinions quite thoroughly and everyone agreed that we can do more if we do it my way. Sorry, I must include Mr. K in this as he is handling backing me up and take care of the civil end of things.
We covered a lot of things in the CAD meeting. I think my opinions/suggestions where constructive and well placed. I did not have that one guy there to cause any trouble in the office so that was nice. I have a meeting set up with the prez to discuss the issue I am having and help me find a solution to resolve this conflict. We cannot work if there is these petty carry on going down every time I open my mouth.
I don’t see why people are so sensitive. Saying things without sugar coating them should be a normal manner of communication. But apparently you need to kiss the ass of most of the people to get anything done. People should spend some time in the military. They will learn how to show respect and get things done.
In school, my project teams where the same way. One could argue that the issue is with me. And that is probably true because I don’t kiss their ass. I am a pusher. If the deadline is in 3 days I want it in 1.5 days. Why is it good to think that way? Because there are no medals for second place in my line of work and life. Do it all or don’t do it at all. No half ass and nothing, nothing is ever "good enough". Pet peeve "Good Enough" /shudder.
Boredom as overtaken me again today. There is just no work. I am going on site today to do a site inspection, that will be nice. Need to go home though and get my pants and boots as shorts where the only thing clean to wear this morning.
I will stop at Wendy's on my way back to work for a salad for lunch. They have good salads.
2cp
Monday, July 7, 2008
In pitch dark I go walking in your landscape
Broken branches trip me as I speak
Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
(Walking on broken glass, treading near a snake, these are the things that are not there but they could be)
There's always a siren
Singing you to shipwreck
Don't reach out, don't reach out
Don't reach out, don't reach out
(The woman beacons you to come, to fulfill your desires, but the wolf is in sheeps clothing, and her teeth just feasted on your grandmother)
Steer away from these rocks
We'd be a walking disaster
Don't reach out, don't reach out
Don't reach out, don't reach out
(Dont follow the beast into oblivion, the hearts of many depend on your feet staying safe of the path next to the stream of life.)
Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
There's someone on your shoulder
There's someone on your shoulder
(You know that something is behind you, don’t be tempted to look or you may miss that which is right in front of you)
Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
There's someone on your shoulder
There's someone on your shoulder
(There is always something besting you, to doubt that is to instill arrogance and deceit for yourself and all that you cherish)
There there!
(It’s been a pleasure)
Why so green and lonely?
And lonely
And lonely
Heaven sent you to me
(Mother gives many gifts, all of which are denied by the blind eyes of mankind. The skies can open up and shed a million tears upon you, and you hate it for its compassion.)
To me
To me
(We are here, we are lost and we are found, but are we ever truly alive?)
We are accidents
Waiting, waiting to happen
We are accidents
Waiting, waiting to happen
(Man destroys that which is most cherished, it’s just a matter of time before the balance will be restored)
Broken branches trip me as I speak
Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
(Walking on broken glass, treading near a snake, these are the things that are not there but they could be)
There's always a siren
Singing you to shipwreck
Don't reach out, don't reach out
Don't reach out, don't reach out
(The woman beacons you to come, to fulfill your desires, but the wolf is in sheeps clothing, and her teeth just feasted on your grandmother)
Steer away from these rocks
We'd be a walking disaster
Don't reach out, don't reach out
Don't reach out, don't reach out
(Dont follow the beast into oblivion, the hearts of many depend on your feet staying safe of the path next to the stream of life.)
Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
There's someone on your shoulder
There's someone on your shoulder
(You know that something is behind you, don’t be tempted to look or you may miss that which is right in front of you)
Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
There's someone on your shoulder
There's someone on your shoulder
(There is always something besting you, to doubt that is to instill arrogance and deceit for yourself and all that you cherish)
There there!
(It’s been a pleasure)
Why so green and lonely?
And lonely
And lonely
Heaven sent you to me
(Mother gives many gifts, all of which are denied by the blind eyes of mankind. The skies can open up and shed a million tears upon you, and you hate it for its compassion.)
To me
To me
(We are here, we are lost and we are found, but are we ever truly alive?)
We are accidents
Waiting, waiting to happen
We are accidents
Waiting, waiting to happen
(Man destroys that which is most cherished, it’s just a matter of time before the balance will be restored)
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