Ever been tired but can't stop?

I am trying so damn hard to stop bitching about the current situation in life but it’s not working. Every time there is some sort of sanity someone has to come in and blow it out of the damn water, with a nuke!

I fucking hate my job, situation blah, blah, as you all know, and I keep bitching about it blog after blog after blog. It’s not bad in that I like what I do at work, I just hate the people I work with. Not everyone mind you just a select few who exude retardedness.

I came up with a suggestion today of having a safety backpack. Included in this pack would be a hard hat, first aid kit, safety goggles, and ear protection. I know that I had one and always carried it with me. Worked great. Now I don't mind if people don't take my suggestions, but don’t bitch because we don’t have it after you scoff and call me a dumbass. And don’t tell me that spending a couple of bucks on safety gear is a waste of money.

I think with 10 years of experience on site would give me a little knowledge on safety. Apparently, after the way I was treated, i don't know fuck all. Fine, but that just means I don't help at all either.

Why do I like to help? Manners...maybe good karma...maybe to fill a void.

Problem: AHHH SOO SICK OF NEGATIVITY!!!

Solution: Fuck off.

I’ll go to Winnipeg and build a relationship there, then if it's a good place I'll transfer. There is nothing Winnipeg has that Calgary does not have other than my Bitty. And I think I need my Bitty to be able to live my life.

Bottom line is I need companionship. I think if I say here I will lose my mind.

Again.. Blah blah blah, all talk and no action. With major projects coming in that I want to keep my role on... can I move away? Doubt it.

Money is better in Calgary. Life is cheaper (except gas) in Winnipeg.

People may think I am a whiner who cannot handle the job, and they are right. Never before have I worked with so many petty, retarded, insolent, babies. No wait... my WoW guild was just like this. And I quit that fucking game.

How do you spell relief "C-A-N-C-E-L A-C-C-O-U-N-T"

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