Light in the darkness

Your gonna miss me.
Wait and you will see.
Fully and completely.

Is total relaxation in the mind or in the soul. Is it the mind that sees past the world around you to bring peace or is it the soul that releases all its pain at the one moment where you connect with the highest power.

I know I had to have done something because I was free for the first time in a long time. There was no pain, there was no loss, there was no agony brought on by insanity. There was only...how better to put it than Peace.

I will relay how it happened later. Rather undramatic but defiantly something that should have happened ages ago.

Suffice to say I connected with my maker and I was released of a weight that was bearing on both my mind and my soul.

If the spades are the swords of a soldier,
if the clubs are weapons of war,
If diamonds are money for this art,
Then the shape of my heart is clear and free.

One day soon perhaps I will find myself alone, like a man in a legend. I will face odds that no one should face, and I will see a new world born out of the ashes of an old tale. But throughout it all I will have seen my creator again and I will know that I am not alone. She is with me.

Thank you, my lady of life, for showing me the way to inner freedom. I will love you forever. I will be by your side soon.

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