All things said and done.

Four years is a long time. While in the life span of a planet it may seem but a blink… but in the life span of a fruit fly, it is Immortality.

I met my Bitty on this day 4 years ago. It was a cold winter day and we went to a theatre together. Well actually separately and we met there. Master and Commander was the movie we saw. A navel movie where the ship went around the bend of South America to end up in the Galapagos Islands. Many pirates and battles occurred and it was not something of a fantasy. It was a rather graphic and realistic movie.

I remember she got scared and ducked into me. And it was that moment that I realized my Hunny had come home. I felt that power that a man should feel in the presence of a loved one. I was protecting her from the evils and at the instant she touched my skin I felt a surge of power and warmth. She was touched by the gods. I did not know how much until I saw her years later and she was dealing with a horse. With not but a thought and a gesture she was in control of the large animal. Effortless. Flora mare loved her, so she told me.

Anyways the movie ended and we departed the theatre. I was about to ask her to go for something to eat or to just hang out and talk but she said “Bye” and with red on her cheeks she was gone. LOL it was so fast I was dumbfounded and lost for words.

But I went home and got on the internet and met her on MSN for a chat and I asked her why she left. She was afraid and embarrassed. So I asked her out again. And again and again.

And then 4 years later here we are. We had some hiccups and some time apart but all in all it’s been a wonderful 4 years. She is away from me now but that’s ok. I don’t mind one bit. Its sucks not having her around to cuddle and live with but I can wait until she gets what she wants in her life. It gives me a chance to catch up on the things that I left behind years ago when I thought my life would be hopeless and I would never amount to anything. She purged me of those things and now I am on top of the world. There is no place to go but up and I cannot wait until I can provide for her……… and she can be my sugar momma hee hee! /wink

I was once asked why I loved her even though she was so far away. I could not answer that question right away. It was not something I thought of I just did it. Now I can tell you that without my Bitty I would not be where I am today. Sitting at a desk downtown with a window view of the mountains and slacking off writing this when I should be drafting something really boring (it’s sooo boring trust me). It’s not always this boring just this piping crap I hate so much.

For a minute there I lost myself.
Anyways so that’s a bit o’a story for the day. Love ya Bitty, Happy 4 years of fun!

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