Light in the darkness

Your gonna miss me.
Wait and you will see.
Fully and completely.

Is total relaxation in the mind or in the soul. Is it the mind that sees past the world around you to bring peace or is it the soul that releases all its pain at the one moment where you connect with the highest power.

I know I had to have done something because I was free for the first time in a long time. There was no pain, there was no loss, there was no agony brought on by insanity. There was only...how better to put it than Peace.

I will relay how it happened later. Rather undramatic but defiantly something that should have happened ages ago.

Suffice to say I connected with my maker and I was released of a weight that was bearing on both my mind and my soul.

If the spades are the swords of a soldier,
if the clubs are weapons of war,
If diamonds are money for this art,
Then the shape of my heart is clear and free.

One day soon perhaps I will find myself alone, like a man in a legend. I will face odds that no one should face, and I will see a new world born out of the ashes of an old tale. But throughout it all I will have seen my creator again and I will know that I am not alone. She is with me.

Thank you, my lady of life, for showing me the way to inner freedom. I will love you forever. I will be by your side soon.

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Grasping at Straws

So this next week I am off of work. With maybe 3 days of skiing going then Bitty will be here life will be good.

I have to try not to get into any trouble so that I can enjoy this next week. I tend to get into trouble a lot so this time I am going to be on my best behaviour.

Played Crysis last night, AWESOME!

Driving in a truck towards a village filled with Koreans, with a huge mountain in the background. The ground starts to rumble and my car ditches into a tree. I get out to see what this is all about and I see the mountain crumbling. HUGE chunks of rock are falling off of it. If you ever been to Frank Slide you would know what I am talking about.

In any case, it scared the crap out of me. I thought I was going to get crushed. I was still quite far away so fortunately I was out of range but it was really really impressive. I am beginning to enjoy this.

Well, play crysis. That's my point.

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Crysis? There is none here.

Finally a game that is speaking to me. Crysis multiplayer is fun. Single player is just as fun.

Ok this is fun ---> here

See that nuke. That's me pwning noobs. Well that's not really me since I uninstalled the video recording software but still, I do that.

Now after you decided to buy this game (which you should) let me know and I will show you how to pwn.

The game is based on the fps standard. Some powers you get are increased speed, strength, armor and a little cloak. All of which don't last long if you use them. So you need to be able to activate them, do your thing and shut them off really fast.

A.I. is really dumb. If ever there is a patch for this please fix the A.I. There are plenty of games with good A.I, copy them. I wont mind. Gears of War comes to mind. Great A.I.there!

But the rest of the game is a gem. You play a special ops guy who is dropped into Korea to investigate and find missing scientists. From the moment your dropped shit happens. Your parachute fails and you get tangled up. Lucky for you, the Nano Suit your wearing helps you survive the water landing. Biggest cannon ball ever goes to Nomad, the star of Crysis.

Anyways, the Koreans are pissed and shoot at you on site and lest we forget the aliens that are killing your buddies and the Koreans. Blah blah blah story goes on (dont give out spoilers).

Anyways the real fun came when I got on multi player. See there are tactical small nukes that pack a good punch ( as shown in the video above) and there for the game is fun. I went 25-26 and 0 on a death match the other day and with every kill I giggled my ass off. Ask Bitty.

Power struggle mode is where if your teams captures and holds enough points your team can purchase some nukes. Which are then used to make the opposing teams base look like dust. once that is done you win.

All and all i give this game a 8 out of 10. It loses marks for the bad A.I. and the lack of melee weapons. If I had a knife I would love to kill some guys silently. Perhaps adding the ability to perform very stealthy or rush in and blow shit up. Stealth in this game is lacking. there but lacking.

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Oh the Humanity!

OWE!

I am in some serious pain right now. I finally went to the Gastric Specialist and am taking a butt load(pardon the pun) of tests to figure out why I am in so much pain.

In the mean time I am getting killed here.

I'm trying to get off early to go to the lab to get some new tests that look quite serious off my list of tests to do. Then I want to go home and sleep. Or play Crysis. Its nice to sit in my leather chair and relax and play a game. I tend to ignore my pains while I play.

Ahh crap I am out of time to go do these tests. Two more hours of agony and I am going home to die.

Ohh I have a Crysis review coming up when I get a sec. I will give you a preview "BOOOM! hee hee, OHH there gonna have to put you back together, IN HELL!"

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Lady C really came through today. She worked her ass off and go finished the stuff we needed done.

Three cheers for Lady C! Hip! Hip!....Hip! Hip!....Hip! Hip!

I tried Kane and Lynch last night. I have never killed so many cops in the progress of the game as I am now. I am shooting black cops, white cops, men cops, women cops....and taking ZERO pleasure in it.

Could the game be more tactical and less kill every cop you see.

My god, I have not heard the word fuck in a game soo many time ever. Do criminals really swear that much?

Violent beyond anything I have seen is this game.

Grafix are ok.
Gameplay is...violent.
UI is ok.

Honestly why do they put out a game like this with so much hype and then say.....go kill cops like crazy to win. Should there not be a challenge?

Unlike other reviewers I really don't like to tell you what the game is about. There is no point. Story is second on the developers mind when they made this. Its like here is a game... now go kill cops.

I can only kill soo many cops before I get sick of it.

I like cops. They keep me safe. I don't want to kill them.

Stupid people, quit with the crap and give me something.... I duno..... FUN!

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I said it one and I'll say it again

If your too nice to people they tend to turn ugly on you faster.

I fucked up by not setting concrete details in place. My bad. My assumption was that people had their part under control.

We really did not have time to dork around with this stuff but apparently we needed to.

But as soon as I ask for assistance to get it done people turn on me like a wounded wolf in a pack of hungry dogs.

I am really tired of people being so...human.

I am not a person who likes this time of year. I rather loathe it. But you tell people that when they ask what your doing and they turn on you like (insert similar above statement here).

How can people be so intolerant. Well for me we all come from the same pot of life but I guess these new religions dictate that we are all different and therefore we should hate each other. Which makes them human and not part of the greater circle of life.

Once I thought humanity had a chance to survive. Once I even became their champion. Hurrah Humans.....

Not any more. No matter how much you show them the way they always turn their teeth toward your throat and bite until you die.

I wear a gorget now every second.

If there is one message I could leave behind with me when I go, one that will echo through the ages and bring much contemplation to humanity its this one...

"You are wrong."

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Who would have thunk it.

So I bought a 1200$ HDD video camera.

Yes I know that is a lot of money.
Well it is.
I don't care if your rich, it is.
Oh for the love of...Shut up!

Anyways.... you finished.... thank you...

Anyways, I played with it for a while. But I was not really happy from the beginning. First of all I wanted an eye port. Second of all I wanted an easy camera to operate. All of which don't happen in this particular camera.

So I am going to return it for a full refund.

I'll put the money on my student loans and then I will be happier later when they are all paid off.

Is the grownup thing to do.. but the kid in me want to buy a High def big screen.....

/slap!

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Insanity

I said it once and Ill say it again. Specific religious people are insane.

Not really anyone in particular but that's sorta spread out to the fanatical people.

I know we are having issues in Canada about head apparel for Muslim women and their ability to wear it while voting or in lieu of safety gear. Frankly they should be going to countries like Sudan and smacking them in the head for being retarded because they are not supporting their cause at all. If you want anyone to take you seriously you need to have people be serious.

Honestly, a teacher who says to the kids she teaches "Pick a name you like for this teddy bear and we will use this as a tool to learn about animals and their habitats." and the kids choose the name of some religious leader. And she goes to jail. For crying out loud how many people named Mohamed are their in the world, and I wanna bet that not all of them are angels and goodly. I wanna bet that there is a bunch of them who killed, raped, maimed, stole, when 60 in a 40km/h zone.

Why are there not mass Mohamed slayings for such crimes?

But a school teacher goes to jail and 1000's more want her head on a stick. You people make me sick.

As a country such as Canada I believe that all aid should stop to countries that allow this crap. I think too that all immigration should stop too. I don't want retarded people coming here and fucking up my home.

Head scarfs should not be worn if they prohibit safety. Bottom line. And I don't care what you do in your country, this is Canada and we do things different here. If you think that we are bad then why did you come here to begin with. Go back to your home and you can do whatever you like....provided you don't name a teddy Mohamed.

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Footnote: All religions tend to have fanatics. This article is case specific.

Review of the ... well whenever I feel like writing.

Assassins Creed....review.....will have to wait until I am finished. A sneak peak is I love it.

This one is about Team Fortress 2. If you don't have it..../slap dumb ass go get Orange Box.

As you all know this title comes with several other in a bundle for 60 bucks. Worth every penny as it is a fun set. But team fortress has my attention again and again. Between Assassins Creed and TF2 I spend all my home time time. Unless my hunny is home.

Now you can play several different characters which you can switch to on the fly if your dead. I lean towards any character that is short on my team. Medic, Heavy, Spy, Engineer, Scout, Sniper, Pyro, Demoman, Soldier, all pack into this montage of flavor and fun.

Now I ran 40-1 the other day on a map trying to get the capture points and we still lost. That was bad really. Its like I was the only one playing on my team. But whatever it was a blast. After knifing 5 guys coming out of their spawn without them knowing and then escaping to shoot another in the head and then killing 3 more using a disguise, I think spy is my favorite.

Now with Valve they release the tools to make your own levels... some people are good... some people are awful at making maps. But all around it comes down to having fun no matter what.

The death cam is the best part. So you die. Killed by whoever. Most games just tell you who killed you.... this one zooms in on the guy making his escape... freeze frames and says you got spanked by this guy.... and if your body parts are in the frame... it shows you with a large arrow and some text... this is your kidney, this is your hand... this is your head. Tonnes of cartoonie fun.

With the graphics and humor looking like your playing a Pixar movie adding to your enjoyment I give this game a whopping 9.5 out of 10. The 0.5 is taken off because they used a really bad Scottish accent for the demo guy... for shame!

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Time stop = CHEAT CODE!

Ohh what pain it is. Seriously having an inflamed, swollen, whatever intestine is not something I enjoy. The nurses asked me frequently "if on a scale of one to ten, ten being the worst pain you ever had, what would you pain be at?"

My answer is 8. Owie. I am gonna try to eat a sammich. We will see if I make it though the day after that, but I am sooo hungry.

Again, death of a person I know happens. I cannot for see anything else happening anytime soon but I think I will not discount it.

I think I need a beer.

Game review of the week, Timeshift.

Fun, for a while. Then its totally repeditive. Not in the good way that TF2 is but more in the... I am doing this again now.

Grafix are nice though, rag doll works well, and the time slowing is fun. Its a fun game but I find even on hard its easy. I say its worth a play but not really worth a buy. Borrow it if you can. Crack it if you can. I have not played multiplayer but really I don't see it being worth it.

If you want a game to play multiplayer play team fortress 2 or counterstrike. Alot of people play halo but honestly halo is really old and nothing new is in the new version. CS is CS and teamfortress is a nice new addition. Cartoony but fun.

But back to timeshift. The weapons are fun. The "Shatter(shot) gun" is fun to use. Its even more fun to run up to a guy while time is stopped and take his shoot him in the head and his buddy and the guy who is shooting at where you where, resume time and watch them fall. Tonnes of fun.

other than that, I felt less superfast and more "lets noob the enemies so I can win". I feel like the timestop is like a cheat code or something, cheapening some of the battles and tipping the scales into my favor greatly. Why not just make it god mode?

Anyways....

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What happens when your a Spoiled Brat!

Oh I resend on my comment about my best friends girlfriend (re: What happens when you sleep over too much?).

On the weekend I was going to go skiing... which I have been talking about for weeks now. I didn’t because this woman decided to throw a temper tantrum like a two year old. The story goes as follows...

Leaving Costco, I took them there because they don’t have a card and I do, I noticed a sign on the stripper club called The Speakeasy.

Now I would like to go on the record to say that strippers are people too and while their job is not politically correct in some cases they do make good money, which I am sure some of them use to pay for their post secondary education. I know a couple of lawyers who where strippers once. So as far as their career choice for the time being goes I have no right to talk down to them or anyone for that matter, from janitor to mayor. Not everyone has mommy and daddy buying everything for them. Some of us have to work, and work hard in things we don’t necessarily like or want to do. But we do it because we don’t put labels on people.

Anyways, the comment was "Hey look at that sign, Stripper competitions, you should try that one out." Which in turn lead to...well a barrage of swears and other such disrespectful nonsense.

Again I would like to go on record to say that it was not a malicious comment and I DID like the girl. But I noticed something right then and then a little later...this woman has issues. Relationship crippling issues much like my first girlfriend.

Later on, the air still thick... the comment about Christmas lights came out and my best friend was talking about how they don’t work because the plug is broken, I suggested some things, he tried them already. I then made the comment about "Christmas lights where a waste of energy anyways". /duck Spaz again.

By this time my patients have grown thin if not gone. While this person decides that it would be a good idea to ask my best friend of 27 years "Are you going to let him say that?"

/Floored.

Pitting my best friend against me... you have known him for less than a year and you want him to fight with me. We have fought once in our life and that was over a card game. But this bitch comes in and wants to ruin my brotherhood. Not on my watch wench.

I decided not to let her effect my life anymore. I choose to end that relationship with her, she is way to unstable.

Not to mention that since this incident, if I hear another controlling word come out of her mouth that my friend obeys because he has no choice I will make her cry like the little spoiled bitch she is.

Do I sound mean... good. Frankly, no one deserves to be treated so disrespectfully...besides her.

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Late fees for Developers.

I know I go to the video store and almost every time I bring the movie back late. I go to rent a movie the next time and I am punished for bringing the previous box o'entertainment back tardy.

I believe that if they can do this to me, why can't I put in a late fee clause for all those who deal with me. For instance...

I file my tax return on time, but the money comes months later. In this day and age it should come within say.. a week perhaps? Therefore I believe i should be able to charge the government interest or late fees. They charge me if my return is late.

And this brings me to why I am talking about this at this time. It all started with a wasted trip to EB to get my copy of Assassins Creed. A game I have been waiting for for about 2 years. I get there and the girl quite rudely (assuming she had more than just me come in and ask her for this game and she was sick of it) tells me that it wont be out until the 15th, two days away. Shouldn't I get a discount for them being late? Its not my fault they could not keep a promise. If we are late with something at work it costs us money. /grumble

Two more days.....!!!! I felt like Cartman in the Nintendo Wii ep of Southpark. I want to freeze myself and get the two days over with.

But apparently cryogenics is not a reliable science just yet. "The Man" says I could die from freezing myself... which would make it forever until I get to play the game... So with the cons out weighting the pros I decided to sleep on it and sulk. Which BTW is not as fun as playing the game.../grumble.

So now today is the 15th of November, AC day... I decided not to hold my breath but dammit if I don't have excitement in my chest fluttering around like a chicken with no head.

I swear if I don't get out of the office at 5, and go to EB, and pick up Assassins Creed, and KILL SOMEBODY! I will be very unhappy tomorrow.

VERY!

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What happens when you sleep over too much?

Its a question I have just found and answer to. You end up moving in!

My best friend is moving in with his girlfriend who happens to be one of the only women I would approve for him to be with. Mainly because I can poke fun at her and she pouts (which seems like its only a show) but then is OK and able to laugh.

I had my dealings with yankees today. Americans crack me up... and I will leave it at that.

Have you ever just decided that its taking too long for something and you need it right now? i sure am. I want to kill these people like YESTERDAY!! Which leads me to my next point....

Assassins Creed countdown = 7 days.

Welcome to my series of random thoughts. Oh I have one more....

What if Cheezebogo's could read thoughts?And use those thoughts to manipulate the world into making more slutty cloths... I mean sexy mental patient cloths.

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Rant time!

Lady C heard it, Bitty heard it so often I am sure she is sick of it, Lady K will hear it now..... I hate today's organized religion in all its forms.

Most of all (mainly because I am tormented by it and FORCED to participate or look like a fucking idiot) I HATE CHRISTMAS!

Rampant commercialism... greed... destruction of ideals etc. Its stands for everything that is evil and unjust in the world.

Soon there will be commercials on TV, give us money for the children.. we will give them 5 cents and keep the rest to go towards projects to convert the desperate to our religion so we can get more money from them and their children and their children's children and so on.

Soon every company (but mine because we don't sell a commercial product) will be pimping the latest crap to make us forget about what is going on and think only of the object. Mother knows what destruction making that object caused to her but hey we want it... and help us if we don't get what we want... Ahem-Iraq-oil-Ahem.....

Oh but wait, don't I like games, are they not made from chemicals.... blah blah...

To live in this world one must conform to survive. I try to make as little of an impact on my earth as I can. And what I do now I try to help it out later. I have my methods and that's not the question here.

I DO NOT need to conform to this "holiday" to survive. I can however show my hatred for it because that is what freedom is all about. The day someone takes away that freedom, which they try to do every year, I get in a mood such as this.

I mean 2 days after Halloween and already people are pimping Christmas....makes me sick.

How can you take a holiday seriously when its main mascot was created by a soft drink company?

People laugh on Earth Day and think its an unworthy day... but I don't see Christmas putting a roof over our head and keeping us alive.

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Five Days in May

Sometimes the world begins
To set you up on your feet again
It wipes the tears from your eyes
How will you ever know
The way that circumstances go
Always going to hit you by surprise
I know my past
You were there
In everything I've done
You are the one

A song to my Bitty.
A friend once asked me why I am allowing myself to be so far away from my hunny. I thought about it for a long time and here is my response. Because she makes me happy.

For instance she will sing to me anytime I ask. She goes out of her way to do things for me. She is not happy unless I am happy.

A lot of people don't have this in their lives. Why I don't know. Some settle for jerks or don't settle at all. Not that I care much because I have what I need to keep going. Remember I am an opportunist who will turn things around to my favor at every obstacle....What would Jaraxle do?

I laugh evertime I say that.

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PS 12 days till Assassins Creed

Why such a long face?

OK so I hear a lot of things in my day to day life. People have issues with other people or things that make them lose their minds and be upset or angry. I sometimes get angry with my PC or a game of something if I am constantly making stupid mistakes. I then decide to break something and I feel better.

In the case of dealing with people I ask myself one powerful and KEY question that seems to always answer itself with a fun and interesting solution. Want to know that question? I bet you do. Bitty knows it I believe.

Now prepare yourself. The question is......

"What would Jaraxle do?"

Oh I know your lost. Who the Hell is that guy? your asking yourself. Well feel free to see the following link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jarlaxle .

Now this is a fictional character your saying. So what. The writer has given him a personality that I certainly can admire if not emulate. A player of sorts, this person bends the wills of others to fit his own convoluted designs. And if it fails he always has a way to turn things around to his favor.

Which to me is very very entertaining to do. And it always puts a smile on my face and a giggle in my throat.

Humans amuse me so.

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Long time no vent. Mostly because I don’t need to vent.

So we have had our ups this week and our downs. I wont get into it because last thing I need is to be reminded of the downs and my ups are still fresh in my memory /wink.

14 more days until Assassins Creed is in my Xbox and I don’t see daylight for the rest of the month.

Lady C has decided gravity is a figment of her imagination. I wonder if she even realizes that without gravity, cake wont rise or even become cake.

My birthday is coming up and I am not looking forward to that. 28 is a lot of years.

Oh and my question to you is this....How many licks does it take to finish a lifesaver lolli pop?... for me none. I tend to bite them.

Oh another question, Should we take out our frustrations on Stress pigs? I say yes that’s what they are there for.

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In a world of choices, its the ones we do not make that define us.

I see the ways people interact and it makes me wonder if they are real. Are humans real? Is the person you see everyday, real? You can see them, feel them, smell them and hear them... but can you really be sure that they are real?

No I have not just watched the matrix I just notice that sometimes people do things that defy the world of logic.

Sometimes I wish I could change the minds of those around me. I wish I could stop time and make small changes, and then restart time so that everything works out as it should.

Don't you?

It is the choices we don't make that define us.

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Ode to Life

Death, the last great adventure in this life. To leave the material body and rejoin the stream of life that fills this planet. Bringing with you all the adventures you had. Everyone is a story teller at heart and soul. When it comes time for you to join the stream and flow down to the eternal spring I hope that you bring with you stories of a life that you had, and I hope you share them with all those who have not had the time to do the things that you have done.

Only you can see through you eyes. What is blue to me may be red to you. I don't even know if your real, my perception tells me you are so there for you are. I will only truly know when I go to the stream and we join as one and share our life with all those that are there. The vast vault of eternal knowledge.

ALL life goes there, from the lowest cell to the most complex structure on this planet. We give the world life. We also choose our path, we choose to come back and experience what we want to, whether it be a bug for a day and get squashed or a human being, or a blade of grass.

When we gather all the information that we have set out to get, even if we don't realise we did it, we are returned to the stream. Even if we don't want to, or we think its not our time. When it comes down to the end of this life you will see the stream and feel the voices all around you, and you will know that what I am saying is true and you will feel the peace of belonging fill you, welcoming you. Your not alone. Everyone is there that you loved, hated, kissed, dreamed of, or never met. There is not good or bad, there is only the sharing of knowledge.

That is what I have see once. I thought I would share that with you as it is what keeps me alive and happy.

I hope you all who read this see what I have seen and learn all you can learn and experience all you can experience. I cant wait to hear your stories.

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You are my sweetest downfall...

"You are my sweetest downfall.

I loved you first.

I loved you first.

Beneath the stars came falling on our hat.

But they're just old light, they're just old light.

Your hair was long when we first met"

/sigh... good song. Figure out your own meaning of those words.

Last night the brew and conversation flowed together and i quite enjoyed myself. Flames lost. Friggin slackers are making me look bad in an office of Vancouver/Edmonton fans.

In any case by the time I noticed it was 8:15pm and I had only 2 beers and was on my way home. Maeris is begging to do something with me but I cannot figure out what it is we can do. Games are becoming boring in that I am pwning them too quickly and if they don't have enough excitement I bore of them too fast. Perhaps I have a touch of ADD when it comes to that.

In any case we played a free MMO and I was bored of it rather fast. I preordered Assassins Creed which you can take a look at here(http://assassinscreed.uk.ubi.com/index.php) ensure you watch the video. Looks to be uber fun and they say 40 hours to finish... which is a good amount of game play, plus awesome replay.... but again they do not have some sort of coop. Or a way to link your friend in to help or compete against to get the "mark".


On a side note(you may notice I change tones and topics on the fly.... its the ADD), I was thinking about my childhood. Something I cannot remember much about. There was a time where I could be a kid... and then that was all blown away with divorce and other crap that parents share with their kids. I was thinking about how nostalgia is so important for us who cannot remember much about our childhood. How it is important to have those values that you had then in today's world. Money was not a problem for us... we did not even have the concept of paying bills or buying things... we just wanted things or if we did not have it we pretended we did. We searched for knowledge, "Mommy/daddy why is the sky blue?" because it was fun and new to us. I was thinking of how the world would be if we did not have these concepts of money or wealth or power in that respect. If we all had them ideals of a child what progress the world would make. Things like a space race would not even be a competition... we would all work together. Black, white, yellow, red, green, purple, or grey, it did not matter what you where back then. Religion was not something we saw as a way of life... it was more a way to imagine ...stories and tales for entertainment. /sigh When will the humans stop growing up and start growing down...

If I only know now what I knew back then.....

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Sometimes its the story that sells not the hype.

After playing Halo 3 I came to the conclusion that story does sell. Now it took me 10 hours on legendary(its the highest difficulty setting) to finish this game and I must say that there is nothing special and new about this game. Even with the power of the next gen console its still not that great in terms of WoW factor(not related to World of Warcraft).

Why did I buy it, shelling out 70 bucks for it and it only took 10 hours... why you say did I not just rent it and go from there. Lemmie tell you. I support the story. I want games to immerse me in the world. I want to finish that for which I started years ago with Halo 1. I wanted to know what happened to Master Chief. I wanted to know who won the war. I wanted to know....

The same could be said for books or movies or any other form of entertainment that leaves you questioning what happens after you tune out.

I was not into the story of Halo 3 until the very end. It was fun but not really that great. But it did bring to an end a story I have followed for years now.

So that is why, simply put, I enjoyed playing Halo 3.

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p.s. I also finished Medal of Honor: Airborne this weekend and I must say I am still unimpressed by the complete lack of thought in some of these "games". It was fun but Way tooo repetitive. Even if you could drop anywhere in the zone, you still killed an endless supply of Germans(which if I was Germany I would be making a public statement saying "Look I realise we fucked up and we are soo sorry for that but could you stop rubbing it in our faces with these crappy games. At least make us into a good game with the REAL feeling of the war.").

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Ugg, Fog.../grumble

I is at work. Waiting for the fog to lift so I can get on a roof and survey a building. Did I forget to mention I work in an office?

"Its cool" I keep telling myself... "Should be interesting." Is that a lie? I dunno I'll find out in a couple of hours.

So I am reading about the up and coming games from our Edmontonian neighbors. You know those kind of neighbors that put a shrub in front of their shack and suddenly they have a better house than your whopping 10 story 100000 sq feet palace. Did I tell you I hate Edmonton and its populous?

bah I ran out of time. In anycase I'll finish my speal about bioware soon enough.

tbc..

If I ever catch you mother fuckers...

... I will cut off your balls and feed them to you. Who steals a truck anyways. You waste of skin.

Story goes, Andy started his truck and came inside to let it warm up... its a diesel you do these things. Some low life waste of air pos jumps in and drives off.

Now they have keys to everything in my house and I hope they come back to fill up because I hear that swords are worth more if they kill someone.

Ill do my part to save the planet... if it takes a single Calgarian 2.4 hectares to survive, I just saved more of the planet this year than green peace(actual land saved by green peace unknown so not a factual statement).

/sigh Catch em and cut off a hand. and then do that to their parents for not bringing them up right.

2cp

So u thnk yer so g8, eh?

So I downloaded the demo for Quake Wars off of steam the other day.... basically its a battlefield wannabe with some better grafix and weapons and... blah blah blah...

When are developers going to realise that they need content that is origional and umm... FUN. I took on a single player mission... defend some thing or another. I set the difficulty to Death and toaly pwned dat shit.

And then I load up Gears and get smacked. Fukin game. I seriously need to beat this one.

I also have this roll of leather here begging to be worked with. With this being a long weekend I will have plenty of time to.... oh wait I dont get a long weekend. I have to work on Saturday. Surveying. I seriously thought I was going to be past the grunt work by now but nooo. On the plus side this will be interesting.

I need to stop getting spazzed on by my superiors. While some offer the advice of speaking out... or even talking back, I find I look to my old friend, Jarlaxle, and find other more interesting things that I can do to obtain my goals. /sweeping bow.

2cp

Authority Rules

Welcome to the (first) post of the day. Today's topic "Authority Rules"

People in authority should have rules to follow just like everyone else. In fact their rules should be so strictly in forced that if they break one they lose a finger...or a testicle.... you pick.

I don't know exactly how those rules should be layed out because I am not in authority. A level of respect is necessary to have those that work under you perform. Unless your a dictator then fear of death is your motivator.

OK new gripe and new topic. Petroleum companies are the bane of my existence. Discuss.

TV is never wrong!

I must inform you of the vast over site of the television networks. In all the years that I have watched TV I have yet to see these people make such an obese mistake.

oh that reminded me of something....Obese plunder .....hee hee /snicker.

OK back to what I want to talk about.... what was it again? Oh right.... Corner gas is awesome! The best show on television.

Yet they are pimping Little mosque on the prairie. That vomitous show is just a vast rip off of the real good show that is Corner Gas.

Pimp the good shows you dumbasses. Not ripoffs of quality entertainment.

My 2 cp

Who Thinks Video Games are a Waste of Time?

Ok I mean seriously, WTF!
I am running towards this pump house underground and I hide behind the rock I normally hide behind. So I am hiding, checking my gun for jams and ammo. I stand up to take a look. BAMN! Exploding arrow in the face. I am dead.

Restart.

I am running towards this pump house underground and I hide behind the rock I normally hide behind. So I am hiding, checking my gun for jams and ammo. I stand up to take a look. BAMN! Exploding arrow in the face. I am dead. F*&^% POS! Gey ass dic wad! etc.

Restart.

I guess by now your getting the picture of how I spent last night..... I rounded off the end by tossing my controller into my chair in rage and stormed off to eat something.

But Gears of War is a good game. Its just fuking hard on the hardest mode. The AI is fun to mess with though.

So the moral of this story is... take valium before you play Gears of War on extremely deadly mode.

To Round off the Day

Here are some pictures of my view at work. /pwnage Bitches

Music and the State of Mind

With the hustle and bustle of the C-Train I cannot help but to zone out of the world of man and find an inner peace through the music that blares out of my Ipod earphones. That is until I get jabbed in the back by someone trying to move, or the door opens crushing my arm.

Upon thinking closely as to why the arrangement of sounds helps me to become angry, lustful, lonely, powerful, savvy.... etc, I come to no conclusions only ideas.

Is it irresponsible of me to allow this to take over my existence? I don’t really care if it is or not. Basically if one can allow the mind to return from these realms of escape then why not let it control you for a while.

Now your asking yourself.... what am I talking about? Well let me relay an example. A boy gets hit in the face by the mirror on the C-Train while standing at the platform. He peaked out and the train was right there.... /smash. Now this was down the platform and I did not even notice. Mainly because I was listening to my music. I think it was opera at the time. I have a ton of training in first aid and safety yet did my not helping with the excuse I did not even know it was happening make a difference?

I think not. In some cases...stupidity determines the output of life. If you put stupid in you get stupid out. I feel this kid displayed much stupid and should have expected to get a smack in the face.

my two cp.

Me first Blogs...Joo know it baby!

Ok... Upon a recent dream I had this Blog post is dedicated to that which lives only in the head of creative people. See if you can guess what that is.

Dreams of hell

This dream is rather bazaar but defiantly worth talking about since I can actually remember it.

It starts off that I am on a catwalk and I am trying to get away from something. It turns out that this is a war of some type. I get off the catwalk and walk through/past some Asian prisoners. They are in rags being led to a place … like a long area. Some how my eyes leave my body and they fly to the end of the area. There is a huge double gun like that in battlefield for shooting down aircraft. Anyways the Asians are lined up and then shot with this gun that basically destroys them. My eyes return to my body and I continue moving along around this wall past more and more Asian prisoners being lead to their death. They look at their feet and are ready to die, as they have no will.

I round a corner and I see fighting rings. Lots of them. Each one with two combatants. I also see a lot of lost people. Sort of like people who did not belong there but where there for some reason. They where walking aimlessly. I ran into people I knew. People I hated. But I felt no hate. Then there was Richelle and I saw her being lead off to be shot. A demon was leading her off. The place turns red and molten. There are glass cases with bodies… people on racks and torn apart still alive. I grab a weapon. I don’t remember what it was. I attacked the demon and managed to free Richelle. We ran off and I was looking for a way out of there. I found a guy and he said the only way out was to fight and win a heart of an innocent. Or to take out the heart of a person and give it to them. I looked around but I could not bring myself to cut out someone’s heart. I decided to fight. The fight was brutal. And I managed to win. I grabbed the still beating heart out of the middle of the ring…. Which is where it was all this time… and I presented it to the man. I did not free Richelle though… I freed myself… I then appeared in the normal world where I entered this hell…. I then turned around and went right back into hell. This time I was free and able to stand tall and rescue Richelle. No demon had any power over me. That’s all I can remember at this time.